What do this about my poem? what does it mean to you?

Question

What do you think about my poem? can you figure out the meaning?

i am not a sailing boat in paradise

although i am a sailing boat in the wind and storm

if you think i am fragile

why did you let yourself in my disaster?

my weakness brought you down

although i let you step on me while you were already apon me.

i hear the inner laughter

that was when i heard your mindless speeches

and somehow you led me to that open door

that was yesterday

today i face the new you

the one who puts on ten layers of make up

just to be like them

remember me?

remember you?

remember your natural beauty

and our innocent laughters will follow you and me tonight

let it take us back to our peace

you may not remember them but they remember you.

and that's why ill always love you.

Answer 1

i am thinking its about someone you care about that has two personalities? It is very good, I think :)

Answer 2

Obvsiously it describes someone, or way you see them, and your feelings for them?

10 points + right?

Answer 3

In addition to the other comments I posted on the previous submission of your poem, I'd add this: it almost sounds as if you feel a little guilty about caring so much for this person, yet you still care a great deal for them.  There is a subcurrent of light and darkness intertwined in the feelings...it is subtle, but clearly there, whether you meant it to be there or not.