What do u think of life in my head?

Question

i question every situation (in my head) down to the last detail, when im out of the house i think people are coming to get me n then my heart speeds up sumwot chronic speed and then i take the long route to get home, i get anxious, i think people are talking about me all the time, also think people dont like me, but i like my own company, dont have many friends, i have a job n family n sometimes i have visions of hurting people even had vision of wot my partners head would look like on a stick once.

Now i know its all in my head but it just takes over me.

sometimes i wish i could just go back to being a little boy again, make everything go away.

Answer 1

Go to a psychiatric doctor if you have a voice in your brain that tells you to do things. It may be more important than you think. It may even be schizophrenia. But if you just think in your brain and if you hear the reflection of your thoughts, that happens to everyone. You may be more lonely than you are aware of. Try to socialize. Easier said than done. Take help. Good luck.

Answer 2

I think you should go to therapy, they also might be able to give you some medication that will help