Releasing My Addiction
It's this drug that I can't get over
Lord knows its not healthy
Yet it takes over me
Pours into my mind like poisonous liquid
Invades my thoughts like nightmares
This drug is so good, all I ever wanted
All I ever needed
I've been on and off this drug for some time now
It fulfills me, makes me whole
Yet its no good
Oh this drug is the best thing that came into my life
So addicting, so dangerous
I can't let go, i'm not ready
This drug gives me a rush that I never experienced with any other drugs
What's so special about this drug
Why am I feigning for something so deadly
At one point I went cold turkey, but
No I had to reminisce about the highs that I had
The non stop pleasure
The sensations going thru my body
While flowing thru me
I'm happy and on cloud nine
d**n, I gotta get it out of my system
Lord knows I'm not getting any better
But when I think about it this drug is letting me go
Telling me its time, that i've had enough
But I'm not ready
Oh this drug, this wonderful drug, so pure yet, tainted
My mind wants more
But my heart wants less
At some point I have to release my addiction
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