Mindless chatter, joking, deep discussions, gossip... everything just drains me or aggravates me in different ways lately.
I'm an introvert, but these social interactions have been draining me more than usual, and I find I have very little to say to people and put up a pretense of engaging in social situations just to appear normal.
THE THING IS, these people are people I've known for awhile - family, friends, acquaintances... but I've just gotten so sick of them all. Not them, as people, but the interactions I make with all of them, whether it be jokes that now just feel stale, gossip which negatively provokes me, deep discussions that make life so d**n serious, or mindless chatter that feel like a waste of time.
I've given myself a lot of time-out, but are these the only means of social conversation that we as people make? I guess I feel like what Uma Thurman once said in Pulp Fiction (possibly paraphrasing), "why do we feel it necessary to talk about bullshit to feel comfortable?"
Anyway,the question is directed to either people who relate to where I am right now, or people who can shed light into that big question up there.
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