sometimes i just feel like i was home-schooled.
all summer i've been debating whether or not to go back to the same public high school i went to last year as a freshman. i didn't particularly like it, but a lot of the time i thought it was fun. well i finally decided to come back and play volleyball.
so i went to tryouts today, and i remember a lot of the girls from last year because they were in my classes, but they're really s****. and stuff, except for a few. and i thought they would rather be friends then put off snobbish vibes. but idkk.
the real problem is that last year i didn't make many friends because i thought i wasn't coming back, and a lot of the sophomores have an attitude :/ even towards their best friends. i'm super shy at first, so its hard for me to warm up to people. and i got my schedule, only a few of my friends got theirs, and just don't know if i'll have any classes with them.
ahh i just feel really pessemistic right now.
has this ever happened to you? where some of your classes/school year totally sucked?
its so nerve wracking though :/ because i kinda know its gonna suck LOTS.
lots of my friends are juniors/seniors this year.
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