What do you do when you feel like you on the pat h of domestic violence in the future?

Question

Am been depressed this year. My reputation at school went down the drain , i last over 30 plus pounds, and gained a weak rep at school. Am 15 , dealing with a drug addicted mom, who is not the perfect role model for me.

peopel have seen my waekness, i had emotional outbrust, people know about my sucidal attempts, ppl know about the physical fights that happen at home..and i feel that this year, the guiys in my school have used all of this to thier advanatage..Guys in my school start pinching, shoving, grabbing me..and i fight back, but all that comes with that is more hitting..

this is something else that has happened in my life this year b/w me & a guy friend:

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i realixed how i let this guy take contorl of me..

am scared for my life right now..& worried about this up coming year.

am so sick of being the vitcum..

I just want to run away from everythign..where i live right now is not doing me justice. I feel like i practically have to raise my self.

I need a mother figure..i dont have anyboady else to live with. And i dont even know who my dad is...

I have a older sister, who see everythign that happenign yet, i feel as if she does'nt care.

Answer 1

Hunny, hang in there. High school is one of the roughest times for a person to go through. With therapy, you should begin to feel happy again, and before you know it, you'll be out of highschool, with the opportunity to  meet new people, and create a whole new reputation according to what you'd like it to be. Its never too late to change who you are. Just hang in there, and keep your head up =)