What do you do when your life is falling apart?

Question

long story short. im 14. i was homless for 2 years. me and my mom are half a step away from getting kicked out of our house. and if that happens. im screwd. latly ive been having temptations to do drugs and smoke and drink. truthfully... im a full christian. and i make mistakes. but i dont know what to do anymore. i live without a father. and pretty much without a mother. daddy killed himself when i was little. and mom works 12 hour days. :/ on top of all of this she goes to school. i dont know what to do anymore. i mean i understand that i need to be strong. but im so tired of being broke. and being poor. and being homless. mentaly im sick and breaking down. and physically im unhealthy. im not eating right because i cant cook. and moms not their to cook. Ugggghh. i pray for an angel to answer this question. just tell me what to do. give me advice. or courage. because right now as i cry. i just wonder if god really loves me. or if their is a god. and if yer aithist or wickan. DONT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT. i have my belives you have yours. i dont rag on you... i respect your decison and i hope someday you will find the light. buhhh back to help. i just need to know how to stay away fromtemptations. and works of the devil. i need to know how to be self confident. and learn how to eat right. idfk. i need help with my whole life. and truthfully i feel like a brat. because people out their are going through so much more than me. but i cant help it. im sorry if i wasited your time. and i know im pathitic. but if someone out their has the heart to feel mine and help. i would really appracite it. :] god bless.

Answer 1

You are right:it is a very hard situation...i am sorry for you.My advice is to look for a good christian people or a good church to help you.I know in our days christian are not well rated, but there are still good churches and pastor's that i am sure could help you.I pray that God may supply your needs.Hang on there!!!

Answer 2

Well Hon, you're just tired of having to be the "Mom" and you want to just be a child for once. God loves you but every person as their own situations to live in and figure out. You are not pathetic. You're just overloaded now with worry and responsibility.  A church closeby may be the very thing you need to get assistance and help spiritually, mentally, and physically.  Get in touch with one soon.

Answer 3

Do you have someone to talk with like a pastor or priest.  

Answer 4

hello jasper

I am from uk and love the way you try and explain your problem, it sounds to me like you are a very lonely girl and in need of a good chat (talk) to some one there is always some one on here who will talk to you I know what loneliness feels like I have had my share but try and keep on top of it, I'm sorry I am not a religious person but that does not make me a bad person as thinking thoughts of drugs and drink doesn't make you a lesser Christian and not having a secure home is more worry than you need but life is not a bed of roses any way we just have to make the most of what we have if you need to talk you can email me and talk '  

Answer 5

oh sweetheart i am so sorry for you isnt there an aunt or grandmother who could take you in you are being both mother and daughter does your mother know how you feel if she dd im sure she would be heartbroken please dont gor near drugs they arent worth it i know how you feel though i hate my job and i feel there is no way out for ,me but i have to go on till i find  something else you are not a waste of time no one is go to a counsellor for youth look them up in the local phone book for  your area yun need help asap go and see a relative close friend of your mothers and see if they will talk to her for you good luck