I start realizing how extremely large, crazy, dysfunctional, and just insane the world is, with no order of any kind, and how crazy humanity is. I also see how many people think according to selfish, or even "satanic" principle, meaning, having absolutely no faith, or minds that are "hardwired" to think about money money money, work work work, self self self, when you start realizing that this whole WORLD operates according to this world system. Education, teachers, loans, salaries, businesses, banks, towns, municipalities, technology even, EVERYTHING seems to just suck people in thinking about THAT stuff 24/7, and their minds become totally focused and preoccupied on that, survival, and they lose their faith or never had any in God, and they become completely self-serving, and some people become aggressive, and just total snakes.
For example, some people look for 1001 ways to sue you, some cops look for 1001 ways to bust you, medical/pharma industries look for 1001 illnesses to diagnose you with, criminals look for 1001 ways to take what they want,
businesses look for 1001 ways to get money from you,
and each day, people like me who are TRULY trying desperately to believe in "biblical godly principals" and be good people,
are getting used, abused, played, and totally sucked into this whole "worldly" way of doing things.
For example, when I have to go to court, hire a lawyer and fight off someone who might have sued me for something or complained about something, I wasn't even guilty of, the things I have to go through, think, various scenarios....it becomes a sick sick sick game, which no person of God wants to go through, yet,
that's what this whole world is.
A huge godless experience.
And many godless men are VERY powerful.
Look at Hollywood. All they do is money, produce movies/products, ets, which works b/c it sucks in so many people to abide by it, and just follow it, then we have 1001 other influences too.
SO my question is,
WHAT do you possibly do, when you start realizing that this real world is just screwed up, and you start losing your faith because it starts to feel hopeless?
I mean I even watch movies, where the actors, even when you watch interviews with them, are completely mocking life, the world, they enjoy acting but have absolutely NO respect, credibility,or anything towards real life. Some do, many don't.
How do we handle all of this?
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