my disgusting "me"...
change yourself, they shout at me...
you aren't who you ought to be...
you talk too loud, too cheap ,too stale
your words so fake, each saga a tale
now stop laughing you laughing stock
you shepherd's dog , dominating flock
your acts of disgust..your scandalous being..
your speaking words you never mean...
ever wondered of how we bear...
your selfish self.. concealed in layers...
oh how i wish... i could change my me
i did try hard..i tried to flee
i tried those locks..those stained lanes..
smoldered this face riding shame
its hard i feel..terrible for "i"
i kept quiet ..for they claimed i lie
i closed my eyes, they said i pierce
with skin so cold .. casing untold tears
i tried to shut when brainstorms hit..
i tried so hard..i tried to fit
its so strange i feel..terrible for "i"
for peace wont come when corpses die...
i tried..i did..i swear, i m true
i changed all i could..i worshiped you...
but world , please listen
may i breathe...?
just this time i beg...
may i flee..?
i tired to change of who i was born..
each word so sick..i swear was torn
its hard to transform a bug to bee..
its hard to change my stinking me...
i know my fakes..sounds strange i know
i know i m wrong.. cant change more though
i couldn't be quiet,when the sads came
this is my say.. i know how it sounds lame..
but i was who i loved to be..
and cant stand the hate by my new me...
"i fold my hands... and pray to thee...
just once i beg... let me flee "
i tried to change..i tried my best...
still i failed... the concluding test..
so here i fall on my bruised knees
and listen world ..i scream
punish my deeds u noble natives
boil me in satin's stream
RIP MY FLESH , SLAUGHTER MY BEING
AND PUNISH ME HARD..FOR MY BEING ME
EACH DROP OF BLOOD THAT GREETS THY EYES...
"I PRAY MY PAIN..THOU SATISFY"
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