have not been sleeping very well at all recently. This afternoon I completely crashed out and slept, but I did not feel refreshed when I woke up as I had the most terrible nightmare. Nightmares when I sleep are fairly common, however this one really disturbed me.
I dreamt that I was in a big house, a pleasant house though, well decorated and clean. Outside the windows at the top of the house were small roofing slopes, which created a platform out of grey tiles. I remember my boyfriend (whom I am currently experiencing problems with in real life) was inside the house with me. I had the feeling that I wanted to leave, but he informed me that there was a man on the slope outside the window, who was clearly insane, haggard looking with a beard. My bf told me that this man was going to kill himself. I felt so scared and wanted to leave,but my boyfriend seemed so calm.I attempted to look at the man to see what was going on as I felt under threat that he was going to hurt me. I didnt want to as I felt angry with my bf for not leaving with me, and I ended up clinging to him desperatly in the bathroom, feeling more resentful than safe, and very desperate. My bf occasionally commented to me about how awful the scene was outside, and said to me 'Save a cigarette for the morning, for your nerves', implying that in the morning I would see the dead body when I left. I felt panicky and unable to understand why my bf would not leave with me there and then.
I then woke up feeling very upset. Does anyone think they can shed any light on what this may mean? Thanks!
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