I always seem to be masturbating over stuff of the net or friends that look good or other girls that i see and perhaps imagining things that i shouldn't be although id most likely never do them for real. Its summer but its been really bad sort of, the nights are drawing in, ive left school and am going to college in september and the person i love hasnt spoken to be properly for well over a year and lots of girls just don't seem to wanna know me or bother and all my friends well most of them seem to be getting boy and girlfriends and i never seem to get invited out with my mates that much and i feel really misserable and lonely. Like my life isn't really going anywhere and im worried about going to college and just wanna stop the time from passing. I don't expect you to right back anything here much, i just wanted to tell some people and get it off my chest and see what people have to say.?
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