My cousin used to babysit this guy when I was little but then he moved away and now he's back (he's a year older then me, my sister's remember him, but I don't really). Anyways, that cousin just got married and I ran into him at the wedding and we talked and planned to hang out but then he got a girlfriend and we had a bit of a fallout because I felt as though he had somewhat led me on (there was more then what I wrote, but it still seemed worse at the time), so I blocked him on msn, but he popped up on facebook chat and apologized for everything and we started talking again. He told me he'd make it up to me because I hadn't entirely forgiven him but eventually after talking to him for awhile I kind of forgot about the whole thing (but I still played hard to get a lil' and told him I couldn't hang out the first few times he asked to hang out because I didn't want to seem like a pushover or someone that he could treat however he wanted and I'd still forgive him). Then he asked me to hang out with him yesturday and I said okay and he came and got me and we went to his house and I met his parents and sister and brother and then we watched 3 movies and snuggled and kissed (well, made out, but that's all) and it wasn't like hardcore either, we weren't alllll over eachother or anything. Then we went out to hang out with some of his friends for a bit and he'd snuggle me anywhere we went or he'd hold my hand or kiss me on the forhead or cheek. Thennn we went back to is house and he asked what I wanted from a relathionship, he said he wanted something long-term and that none of the other girls took it serious enough and I said I wanted the same thing. Then we went outside and lied down and looked up at the sky and he rolled me on top of him (not in a sexual way lol) and said he liked me, then he asked if it was okay if we took it slow and I asked "take what slow?" and he said "a relathionship". What did he mean by that?? I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing (like maybe he's saying I don't want to get into a relathionship right away, but I wasn't the one who brought it up or started talking to him again, so I found this wierd lol, of course this isn't neccesarily a bad thing, I'm patient.) He also took me to the beach today with some friends of his and introduced me to some people we ran into there.
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