At times, I would dream about my father who passed on unexpectedly when I was fifteen. I love him very much and I was a daddy's girl. I am twenty-five years old now. My father and I were very close and he had always been there for me especially at the toughest times in my life. I would dream that he was well as I remembered him and wearing all white. He would be wearing white polo and white pants and he would ask me to come with him. We would be somewhere where we used to go, like shopping at the malls or something like that. But for some reason, whenever I am about to come with him, there is always someone who would stop me from coming with him like other family members who are still alive and very important to me especially my son. Then, my father would look so disappointed and walk away farther and farther until he fades away where I cannot see him anymore. Then I wake up and I am so out of breath like I run a marathon or something.
And then there was this time that really freaked me out. I was so down and I felt my whole world shattered infront of me, I wasn't even thinking of him at all. Then, the same thing happened for except that I actually came with him this time crossing a bridge and we were almost to the end of the bridge and I could see how colorful it was at the area where the bridge ends. Then for some reason I heard some little child crying. I looked down and I saw my son. He was crying and tugging my hand and holding it tight. My father seemed to look disappointed and annoyed but the weird part is that they have never met. My son was two years old at the time and happened to be sleeping next to me on my bed for some reason. Then, in the dream I told my father that I couldn't go because my son would not stop crying and my father looked sad and said he will come back to me again. He walked away again until I cannot see him anymore . My son and I walked back to the beginning of the bridge and my son stopped crying. Then I woke up in sweats and so out of breath again. Then, I turned around, my son was sleeping peacefully next to me and holding the same hand that he was holding in my dream. Pls. Tell me what you guys think. Thank you.
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