I have never actually acted on the thoughts, and I don't think I would, but I feel as though I am in a downward spiral to begin with, and I am scared I will get to that point. I have been struggling with an eating disorder for quite some time now, and it has just gotten worse over time. Recently I have been really struggling, I have gotten into cutting myself, and overdosing on painkillers (not enough to seriously harm me, or kill me) but it is a scary thing.
I just wanted to know, what type of reaction, what types of questions, and what the nurse would do if I told her about all of this at the emerge crisis center. I am terrified, I am soon going to actually really hurt myself..
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