I am 34 and my girl friend is 30. She kissed me 1.5 years ago and I fell in love with her. This is my first serious love but she has been in a sad ending relationship for 6 years (ended 3 years ago). Everything was getting smoothly and slowly better till 6 months ago when her father was diagnosed with cancer. She couldn’t take her exam. She started telling me that this relationship doesn’t workout. She kissed me 4 months ago, but that very day she thought, by mistake, that I weren’t faithful to her. I cried day and night as I am completely addicted to her and in love with her. She didn’t answer my calls or emails. I told her “come back and I would stay with you for the rest of my lifeâ€Â. She didn’t come back. I told her that I wanted to try if I could date another girl and she got jealous and came back to me and we kissed for four hours. I said I truly loved her and I proposed to her and informed her parents. She said she truly realized that this relationship "doesn’t workout" and that kiss was a FAKE KISS. She kissed me like crazy but she says she didn’t kiss me and I kissed her and she hates to FAKE. She said “leave me alone, I wanna be alone, don’t push meâ€Â. I said okay but I feel like you are part of my body. Part of my soul. I am waiting. I trust my heart. I just don't know what's her reason to treat me this bad.
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