What is FAKE KISS? I am soo confused. ?

Question

I am 34 and my girl friend is 30. She kissed me 1.5 years ago and I fell in love with her. This is my first serious love but she has been in a sad ending relationship for 6 years (ended 3 years ago). Everything was getting smoothly and slowly better till 6 months ago when her father was diagnosed with cancer. She couldn’t take her exam. She started telling me that this relationship doesn’t workout. She kissed me 4 months ago, but that very day she thought, by mistake, that I weren’t faithful to her. I cried day and night as I am completely addicted to her and in love with her. She didn’t answer my calls or emails. I told her “come back and I would stay with you for the rest of my life”. She didn’t come back. I told her that I wanted to try if I could date another girl and she got jealous and came back to me and we kissed for four hours. I said I truly loved her and I proposed to her and informed her parents. She said she truly realized that this relationship "doesn’t workout" and that kiss was a FAKE KISS. She kissed me like crazy but she says she didn’t kiss me and I kissed her and she hates to FAKE. She said “leave me alone, I wanna be alone, don’t push me”. I said okay but I feel like you are part of my body. Part of my soul. I am waiting. I trust my heart. I just don't know what's her reason to treat me this bad.

Answer 1

Omg tell her your in love with her with a passion like you were saying in the ? and you might just get a real kiss dude if a guy any guy said that to me how could I resist not making out with then  

Answer 2

She's praaboably terrified. Some girls like it when guys put thier feelings on the line like that. But it scares other girls, are you sure that she's just not scared she might get hurt again. Send her some roses and a note something. But dont push her too hard. Give her time to think it through. But dont give up.