okay well lets start:
I'm fourteen, in gifted classes, 98% sure i have ADD (never been tested but show all the signs), i have a tendency to be very persuasive when i want something (almost in a sociopathic way), and i've noticed that i also absolutely love leading a large group of people. The main problem is i tend to be VERY happy most of the time and very energetic, or at least in public, even if i'm upset on the inside. But, the second i get a hint of negativity from someone, even just an offhand remark or a look, i suddenly become incredibly depressed, even if i don't show it, and can't stop thinking about whatever it was that was negative. Then, the second I get any form of positive feedback from someone, i'm high as a kite (that's gotta be the sweetest expression EVER). What is this a sign of? How can I make it stop? I just want to have normal emotions, and it's driving me CRAZY.
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