Today was the 1st day of school. I'm in high school. But this year a new school has been made and I'm in the new school. But, the new school's 10th graders (I'm in 10th grade) are gonna be held in another high school campus. Since its a new school, I kinda like the idea of being the 1st Senior class to graduate from that school. But the problem is, our school is block scheduled therefore I can't see my bf during lunch. My bf (hes a senior) and I r in different schools now but my school is being held in his school till January.
Another problem is, I didn't make new friends today, but I'm giving it a chance. Plus my old friends are barely with me this year. So I kinda feel lonely. Anyways, I thought about my bf (we realllllllllllly love each other). I haven't seen him for three weeks this summer. So we finally saw each other today. I was so happy till my assistant principal yelled at him to leave. I couldn't even say goodbye to him, it hurt me so much. The fact that I miss him and everything. And plus I'm so stressed about catching up with my required courses for graduation.
Please don't make fun of me. I'm being serious. What is this emotion? I really can't tell if I'm crying about the new school or my bf that I love and miss so much. Please help me, I'm scared this might become a problem. I'm heavily sad. I can't go to his school because of my address.
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