When I am in large crowds or big social gatherings I feel not nervous like social anxiety, but instead frustrated. I am not able to have fun at events like my friends and family but instead I have to seek out a quiet place such as a bathroom or empty room where I start to cry and feel angry because I can't figure out why I am not able to have fun. Would any of you happen to have the same problems and know how I can fix myself or trick myself into enjoying the gathering? If it helps I get frustrated because, although there are people around me, I feel lonely--like even if I tried to talk to someone, no one would hear me.
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