What is this feeling? anxiety????

Question

so this may sound like a wierd or dumb question but

is this anxiety? ocd? what??

sometimes like if i can't see my boyfriend i get flooded

with like a rush of like depression? or like i get afraid

that we're going to break up? i know he loves me and he

shows it very well. and i trust him and love him too.

its just that i've been emotionally abused by a past relationship

that messed up my trust in anyone and just being afraid

of being hurt. i was never cared for in my last relationship and

it was horrible. idk i probally sound insane but im not lol

but this feeling i get sometimes? is this like an anxiety attack..?

i just feel afraid because he's the only guy i have ever fell in love with and i'm scared of losing that. plus my ex that ruined my self esteem lied all the time and made me feel worthless.

i'm not overprotective either. i don't care if he talks to other females. idk it's wierd

Answer 1

Attachment disorder?

They are common when people have been seriously hurt, abused, or rejected in the past.  I suggest you seek help because this could ruin your relationship if you don't deal with it.  You will never feel free to really love him without condition.