Well, I love to laugh and never say anything to hurt anyone , but whenever I make a friend theirs always someone better than me. Well one girl we'll call Jane has got two BFF's who hate me. (I am in English with all of them and Connie too) Another girl Let's call her, Connie and i always have fun when we're together, but her BFF and I don't get along well either, today she bragged ( or told stories) about how she's always hanging out with Connie and Jane. Guess what i'll be talking about at lunch for the next semester, i know pretty much no one else in that lunch, I tried the whole sit with strangers thing last year got me no where but upset. .. I tried to talk to a few girl's I know. One doesn't like me cause she tries to hang with Jane too. Ya didn't go over so well. Last year a girl ditched me cause she made new friends.
Oh my gosh my only wish right now is just to simply have a best friend or at least someone to hang out with, but it seems like when ever i find a friend who actually likes me they've got a better friend, a clique or whatever and i'm pushed to the side, left out and forced to stay at home while everyone i know is hanging out with a group who i'm not a part of. I try so hard just to find friends, but i always fail. I have no socail life and nearly every friend i've ever had has dumped me for someone else.
I know those two hate me by word of mouth and the looks they give me, so don't tell me i'm exaderating.
Yes i know school is for learning i take high classes, but my desire is really hurting me.
Yes I be myself, but ha ha not very likeable am I?
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