I just turned 19. I am a senior in HS, i'm finishing up a few credits I missed when I was out sick junior year.
My problem is I like older guys, way older guys.
Like guys between 20-30, sometimes some of the guys I have crushes on are older than 30.
Its so weird!
I don't know why I do, I just do. Guys my age are so unappealing and it seems the older the guy the more physically and mentally appealing they get.
There is a line I do draw. There is such thing as too old.
I guess the reason this is bother me is that dating much older than your age is not a social norm and I don't really want to go through the social persecution I would get for doing so.
I think this comes from being more mature than others my age and looking for something different in a guy. I hate guys my age or younger and never ever would date someone my age or younger.
I want something long term, steady, exclusive, you know something like a mature adult relationship.
Ex: I have a crush on robert downey jr, the 20-something and 30-something year old security guards from my school, my 24 year old friend. Its not like it just crushes, if these guys felt the same way back I would go out with them.
Basically, I feel kind of lost and confused. No one else my age is like this. I also don't feel like I am going to find a relationship for quite awhile because of this.
Help?
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