What is wrong with me?

Question

I've been extremely paranoid that I have a undiagnosed mental disorder. They started around my junior year of high school, and seem to get progressively wost. Symptoms include:

-unable to think

-hard to think about anything (except there is something wrong)

-hard to focus

-part of my vision is blurring

-eyes are sensitive to light?

-thinking a word and say another (seems to happen alot)

-can't think of the word (just there i was thinking of word and i wrote down room) usually common words

-saying something that doesn't make sense

-hard to make sense of what other people are saying

-some days i feel sharp, other days i feel incredibly slow (stupid)

-social anxiety (for sure)

-hard of hearing

-head often feels weird

-head aches

-clouded

-like i can feel my brain

-always tired

-closed eyes visuals (sorta)

-weird dream

-straight lines seems to be moving from a distance (sometimes)

-disconnection of thoughts or emotions

I remember i use to think about a lot of things. Use to have a million things running through my head. But as i get older it seems to get a lot harder and harder to think. Its like my mind isn't wondering anymore. People say its impossible to think about nothing, but i swear all i think is nothing. It seems nothing ever goes through my head. My symptoms do vary day to day though. I don't know if its in my head or not. Seems to get worst when I'm around people, especially that i don't know. What do you think?

Answer 1

Why don't you ask this question in the "Health" section

Answer 2

A month or so of being clean is a good start, but in order to clear up this mess it needs to be out of  your system for some time and your body will have to re-adjust.  Before you mentioned the drugs, my first response was post traumatic stress.   I think you better see someone.  If you are in school, check out their health center.  If not, call the city resources or mental health office to see if you can get a referral to a sliding scale counselor.  What you might want to do first is check with a regular doctor. They could rule out a lot.  Good luck.  

Answer 3

I felt like that just a year ago but I didn't see straight lines I saw red balls it was so weird and worst part I got the worst grades ever I'm a straight "A" student but that years was not my year but after a those months it just slowly went away, I got it in the10th grade and they stopped in the beginning of my junior year I still feel some of those symptoms sometimes but I try to ignore them.

If drugs are the case maybe its because you stopped using them your body is so use to them that now you can't live with out them it happens.

If it gets worse go to a doctor and just ask someone that truly knows hope you get better1

Answer 4

Go see a doctor. The stopping of drugs could be the cause, I dunno.

I think it sounds like you're really tired. Try get a good night's sleep. And the next night....and the next....and the next....I get very blurred vision if I don't sleep well, and dizziness, and I say wrong things, and my brain pumps....Yeah, try sleeping well.

Answer 5

YOU KILLED YOUR BRIN SELES  

Answer 6

Sounds like you need to get a checkup from your doctor. Call and make an appointment for a physical.

Answer 7

go to the Doctor, you shouldn't have had drugs.

Answer 8

See a doctor.  Tell them about the drugs; that may be relevant.