What sexuality am I?I edited it again.?

Question

NOTE:I've been under a lot of pressure over this so please,I beg of you to not be so hard on me.If you're going to say something bad then say it in a mannerly way.

I'm under the age 16.I'm a girl and I like looking at L*****n p**n more than I do any other kind.I know that I shouldn't be looking at it at all.Also when I m********e,I think about girls l*****g me even though I wouldn't do it in real life.It makes me o****m faster.I don't want to be a L*****n because it's wrong.I haven't dated or had s*x with a girl and I don't want to.I think girls are pretty but I don't want them personally.I am totally boy crazy.I have only dated boys.Do you think that I am a L*****n?I have no intention to have s*x with girls or anything,ew!But what is your opinion.I don't THINK that I am turned on my girls.I don't want to be.I am turned on my L*****n pron.I don't want to be a L*****n.I want to be straight,I don't intend to be a L*****n either.I don't want and I'm not going to have relationships with girls.I'm just so confused.I've always wanted to marry a man when I grow up.I'm not even supporting g*y or L*****n beliefs or anything.It is wrong.I'm just so afraid now.

I have a friend and I think I am attracted to her.I don't want to be and I wouldn't ever go out with her or any girl.Not because I'm afraid of what others will think of me but simply because I don't want to.Do I just think that I am attracted to her?Is it because we are best friends?Does this mean that I'm not a L*****n and this is just a phrase?If you don't answer the rest of my questions,please answer this one.

I think that I am straight,I don't think that I'm attracted to girls either.If that would have been the case then I would be dating them.I want to be straight and I will not accept that I'm not straight.If I find out that I'm something other than straight that I might do something drastic.I don't like girls and I don't want to be with girls.I want to marry a guy when I grow up.Serious answers please.I just want to be straight,that's all.Nothing else.There's is something wrong with being a L*****n or bisexual,it's an abomination in the sight of GOD so I want to be straight.

I know that I am attracted to guys for sure.But sometimes my mind tells me that I want to have s*x with a girl even though I wouldn't do it.I'm panicking,I'm getting stressed,I don't want to be bi or a L*****n.I want to be straight.I'm not going to date or have s*x with a girl even though my mind sometimes tells me that I do.I know that deep down inside,I don't.I'm not even going to try it.In my heart I know that I love boys,not girls.I don't want to be with a girl.

I don't want to be with a girl.

I haven't dated a girl.

I don't want to experiment with a girl.

I think it's disgusting.

I love guys.

I just have thoughts about it.

My mind sometimes tells me that I want to have s*x with a girl but I know that I don't,I wouldn't dare.

I don't want to do it not because it's wrong but because I don't want to be a L*****n or bisexual.

My heart knows that I want to be with guys,not girls.

I've always imagined myself with guys and marrying guys.

I don't want to date a girl either.

One more thing.

When you are with a girl you are attracted to, does your belly do flip-flops? No.

When you hear love songs on the radio, do you think of guys or girls? Depends but I don't really think when I hear love songs.

Who do you fantasize about? Both.

If you have the choice of spending time with a girl you like or a boy you like, which do you choose? A boy that I like.

Who do you enjoy kissing more? Men or women?Guys.

Okay but I don't want to be with girls.I went to the doctor once and the doctor touched me in a "place" and I was eleven or getting ready to turn twelve.When she touched me,I kind of liked it but I felt extremely and very uncomfortable.Even after she did it,I felt uncomfortable,yes it was a woman doctor.Does this mean that I am a L*****n?Also when my mom tickles me or touches me on my shoulders,I get sexually excited.I'm very ticklesh.I hate that I feel that way and I don't want to be anything but straight.Am I a L*****n?

My biggest fear is that when I meet a guy and want to get married,he might not want to marry me if he thinks that I am bi curious.I just want to be with guys.

I don't want to know what is wrong and what is right because I still believe what I believe.All that I wan to know is what is it doing all of this?Am I straight?Is it my horomones telling that I want to be with girls because my heart and I both know that I love guys,not girls.

Being with a guy makes me happy.Being with a girl would make me very unhappy.

I'm not even sure if I can get maried in the future because of this.No man would like me!He wouldn't want to marry me!I'm not denying anything,those are my true feelings.

When I m********e,I get more turned on by thinking girls are l*****g me than I do guys.Does that mean that I am not straight?

Answer 1

Good lord read the ba-jillion answers from your earlier post and get counseling.

Answer 2

Being attracted to another girl does NOT make you a L*****n. I'm straight, but I have a few friends who I consider, and who consider themselves, straight though they openly admit to being attracted to girls. Plus you say you only like guys in a 'dating' sort of way. If you only want to date guys, then you aren't a L*****n. You're obviously attracted to girls, but that doesn't necessarily make you L*****n or bisexual. Stop stressing about this. Fantasies and realities are a little different.

However I did think it was wrong when you said thats lesbians and bisexuals are wrong and against god and so forth. Sexuality isn't wrong and there's nothing wrong with people who are that way. Just because we don't feel the same way, doesn't make us better. It's horrible to judge someone by their sexuality, especially when you're in doubt of your own.

Oh but the thing about your mum was a bit wrong! Like theres a difference between wanting to go with a girl and your mum. I'd keep that part to yourself!