What should I do ?PLZZ HELP MEEEE..I beg you,awkward situation..best answer gets 10 points?

Question

I was doing my engineering..but i dropped out of college after a year..now i wake up daily @ around 12 or 1 p.m and will have much straight and will be browsing net for the whole noon till evening..then i'll have some snack..watch some t.v and then I'll hear some songs and will again get into net and will be browsing till midnight and will take dinner,watch a movie in system and will go to sleep and it goes on the same routine next day..i dunno why I am being like this..whats wrong with me..and I am parents dont even care a d**n about me..I dropped out of my college as I had interest towrads film and not studies...i must get into an another town to join in film as an apperentice and work my way up and thats my wish..I knew thats what I should do and thats why I dropped out of college..but now,I am just not able to give up this daily routine and laziness..I dunno if that much of laziness and uninterest has come into me so much that am not able to move with life..I fear of my future and I am 19 years old..I feel helpless..I've stopped talking with my friends too..what exactly is my problem?what should I do?

PLZ HELPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Answer 1

THROW YOUR COMPUTER AWAY? (Desperate illnesses require desperate medicines. Hippocrates)

Answer 2

It sounds like you may be battling depression. If you cant go to your folks for help, there is typically county funded help for such a thing. You need to start by seeing a doc.  

Answer 3

Your future success is your responsibility.  The fact that you've mentioned the disinterest your parents have exhibited in your act is quite meaningful.  They are telling you that they will not be responsible for your survival, and you are seeking their approval for your achievements. Their proud of you.  But your future is in your hands.  When you display your determination to be responsible, they will gradually offer you praise and pride.

Answer 4

Your parents are letting you be a mooch and your being one, if you were my kid you would be out on the streets.