I was not married at the time, but had an affair with a man, basically I had s*x with him. I met him through a friend, we went out for a while, but eventually he headed down a wrong path (drugs) & I decided to break it off. Well after we broke up, I found out I was pregnant, with twins too. I was shocked! This guy was not father material & I just did not think he would be willing to raise the boys, so I told him I went to a local abortion clinic & had the babies aborted. I was only about a month and half along. He was shocked at the pregnancy & basically told me whatever I wanted to do was fine with him. He did tell his mother & she called me all the time & begged me not to do it, that they were her grandchildren. But after going down there to the clinic I did not/could not give up my babies. This was 10 years ago. I have never really spoken openly about this.
I am married to a wonderful man who loves me & my boys, he wants to adopt them. What should I do?? I am confused as h**l.
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