To make a long story short, I fell for this guy who lives on the opposite end of the world from me. He likes me too. We talk on msn for hours every day, but we've never met in person.
We'd really love to meet up, but it probably won't happen until a couple of years (because of financial reasons). If it does happen, at all. I don't want him to wait for me until that time. Besides, once we do meet, we might find that we don't "click" in person. So I told him I won't be upset if he were to find a girlfriend (we're both single at the moment). He's worried about doing that because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings, and he really likes me.
I know I'm doing the right thing by "encouraging" him to find another girl, but on the other hand, it's breaking my heart. He's a pretty lonely guy too, and right now I'm his best friend.
Does anybody have any insight to this? Have you experienced something similar? I'm feeling a little sad now. I'm thinking of ending our friendship altogether, so that we could both forget about each other and move on with our lives.
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