last week, my boyfriend "broke up" with me. we were arguing and he said, "okay. it's over. i'm breaking up with you."
he told me that he was tired of the relationship and that he was getting too stressed out over it.
i begged for another chance and we sat in silence for awhile.
somehow we ended up tickling each other and he started saying, "stop or i'll break up with you."
i said, "i thought you already did."
and we sort of laughed about it. all in all, the night ended with me sitting in his lap and us still together.
and the next day he was being so sweet like he wanted to make up for what happened the night before.
however, i'm not entirely sure if i should tell him exactly how it effected me.
i don't feel like i can completely trust him anymore. he "broke up" with me once so he could end up doing it again. now i'm afraid of trusting him with my heart. i'm afraid of falling any more in love with him. i'm so afraid of getting hurt. and the memory of him saying that he was breaking up with me just tears me apart. there's nothing he can do to change what he did. after 7 months of being together, he broke my heart.
would it be better for him to know how it's effected me?
or should i keep it to myself and hope this feeling goes away?
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