I'm not being over dramatic when i say this , but no matter what i do or where i go i always feel like everybody is judging me.. especially when i go shopping. It feels like stuff that looks good on everyone else just looks like a joke on me. And it feels like people are always staring at me, not with funny expressions or looks of disgust, so it makes it worse because i cant tell what they're thinking. I know a lot of people are self conscious, but it seems like all of my friends and other people don't really care about impressing everybody. but i cant help it, I'm so tired of being unhappy with myself .Its like every day i have to put on a fake smile . But I'm just fooling everybody. I'm tired of my life and I'm sick of living this life. And i limit myself to going out because I'm always thinking that someone i know and doesn't particularly like me , is going to be there making fun of me. I've lost control over everything. And when somebody makes rude comments or talk about me it bothers me a lot. There was something that happened to me, and everybody was talking about it and me, and it still hasn't stopped. Everybody knows my personal business and i just want to know how i can stop caring.
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