What the h**l is goin on?

Question

I dont know if its just because im a teenager and hormones and all that but omg my life feels like its upside down. Every one that i hav ever cared for is out of my life...my only sibling (brother of 21) has been living in another country for 6months he is not coming back home only for visits, my best friend who i was really close to we fell out a few weeks ago and really will never speak again another of my best friends i fell out with ill never see again its not how it used to be if you fell out with someone it was for 15mins if even now these things last forever. Another of my close mates, hes joined the army and is not allowed back in the town. It feels like my life is a dream or im living someone elses life or something its really weird.

I cant find a decent guy and all my friends tell me the guy im with at the min i have to get rid of him because im 16 and he is 21 an has a child with his ex although she wont let him see it but icant dump him because i dont know i need someone to want me...what is going on i feel like i dont know myself any more? What should i do or am i jus growing up...i also have this obsession ill die before im 19 and a few months ago i tried to take an overdose but i took it on ibuprofen lmao i didnt know they couldnt kill you but i did it for no real reason and dont tell me to go to a doctor cause i wont. Thanks

Answer 1

you expect me to read all that bullshit?

Answer 2

welcome to life.

if you think your having fun now just wait the ride aint started yet LMAO

Answer 3

I completely understand what you are going through. I am 22 years old right now and am a psychology major in college, but between the ages of 16 to 20, I felt like my life was falling to pieces. I could not find a boyfriend, my best friend of seven years and I had a falling out because she became a drug addict. I resorted to cutting my wrists after I too tried to overdose on Tylenol. Looking back on it all now I feel so stupid for worrying about things like that. I know it seems REALLY hard right now, but you have to know that it WILL get better. When you are a teenager, it is sooo hard to believe what others tell you because you have to learn things on your own. But, reading your story really touched me and made me feel for you. I just want you to know not to be afraid, know that there is a bright future ahead for you, and everything will be okay. In the meantime if you need someone to talk to, feel free to email me.

Answer 4

its ok, it'll work it self out, just let things fall into place, theres a reason the people form your past didnt make it into your future!

Answer 5

You're getting older. Deal with it and stop trying to hurt yourself.

Answer 6

What you are experiencing is a toxic infestation of the liver. And kidneys. You need to drink apple juice. Followed by lime.

Answer 7

since its upside down. go to a park's pull up bar and hang upside down from it, or on your couch put your head upside down and your feet up. it worked for me

Answer 8

Look, things will get better. I promise. In the meantime, stop being so stubborn and get some freakin help. We cant be heroes ALL the time, OKAY?? If you're suicidal, dont just rely on the comfort of those on yahoo answers to get you through it. YOU NEED HELP! whether you think that or not is your own opinion, but how is anything I say here going to help you if you feel HELPLESS??!!? talk to someone. Get some meds. Something. Please?  

Answer 9

i cant believe i read that whole stupid question. it sucks and all that you are depressed and stuff but if you're trying to kill yourself, and you wont go see a doc, then why the f*** are you asking anyone what to do...create a goal, go to school, and quit being so desperate. i really think you want attention from reading this. most people that REALLY want to kill themselves go buy some prescription pills...not ibuprofen...and dont tell anyone about it. quit feeling sorry for yourself..