Okay so my problem is my s*x drive, mojo, libido, whatever you want to call is gone. I never get turned anymore since like January! So I think it's a number of things but I mean I just need to get my drive back to at least have somthing to live for. I'm going to paraphrase here to get you caught up. Dated a girl through high school for 3 years and broke up with her because she didn't want me to be with my family. I've dated girls since her, but have this negative outlook on relationships and end up sabotaging them. But I find most relationships I get into are based on s*x. I've been having s*x since Jan, but it's not like it used to be. I also think maybe due to some unprotected encounters I've had maybe I'm carrying some guilt. Then there is money problems going on at home which is why I had to move back in to help my family and now I just feel drained. Don't laugh as much, don't get horny as much and can't take a joke on my behalf, which I've always could before. So I don't know I just don't want to be so tightly wound anymore. I did meet a girl the other night and felt a bit of a connection, but by now my self esteem is so d**n low I just feel like a loser. How the h**l can I pull my self back up from this? The only thing that's keeping me some what sane is drawing. But I need to get back to my old self. It's almost been like a half of a year I've felt like this.
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