Hey, about a year ago i went out with this girl i liked. I met her threw a dance studio thing. I would help out with props etc. On the days i wasent helping, i was searching for her myspace, AIM, phone num. Just wanted to talk again.I couldnt get her off my mind. But once school had ended, i didnt have much time for her. I had soccer 5 times a week for 4 hours a day. On the weekends i was eather at my cabin or having to ref. I had little time for my GF. I regret doing this. I just couldnt drop out of soccer since my parents were paying atleast 100$ for them. I eventually got dumped from not seeing her. We dropped all contact for that summer and into the early school year. At the time i didnt think it was a big deal. Just thought ill get a new GF. Just takes time. People asked me out, i just didnt feel i liked them like i did with my ex. My ex and i talked here any there in the halls etc. Then the dance thing came again and i thought she was interested in me again. We were talking, hangen out etc like we did when we were going out. During the summer i told her i was going to have a chance todo fog, lights etc. But she asked me to stay and do the props. I asked why and she said she wanted someone to talk to. I decided to just skip fog and lights. We kept contact this summer. She would text me. Sometimes i would get a reply with more than 1 or 2 words but most of the time it was just one word. I then asked her why this was, "do you hate me? Do you have texting me? Or texting in general?" She didnt hate texting nor did she hate me. When i talk to her in person, she explain things etc. We could carry a conversation for hours(During this summer) Iam just wondering if theres a chance or should i just go on with life? I would do anything to change what i did. She meant the world to me. Also what would you say if you got a message like this?
"Hey, i just wanted to say i like our relationship. I dont want it to change but i want to say somthing. I loved you more than anyone. When you dumped me i thought, oh ill just get a new gf. Then i realised how much i still thought of you. How much i valued you being there. At the time, you meant the world to me. I been thinking ill find someone. I just cant see what i saw in you. I tried to find other things todo. To try to forget what happened. I met new people, did new things. But each time i tried to forget, you would always be still there. I am more than happy to stay friends with you if thats what you want. I will move on if things wont work out. Please just dont let what i told you change what we had, unless you want to give me another chance.
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