What will happen if I kill my brother?

Question

He did alot of horrible things to me when I was younger, I am surprised I am alive, He used to torture me, he put me in the hospital about 5 times with a fractured skull

I am 28 now and have done horrible things to myself, I can no longer function physically and mentally

I cant get over my hatred of my brother, if I kill him will I go to jail? Will I have justifiable reason for all the things he did to me when I was younger?

I can no longer function as a human and am coming to terms with what I should do with the rest of my life, I have been very suicidal the last few weeks and I dont know what to do

The one thing I cant get over is my deep hatred for my brother

Answer 1

Get help. Yes you will go to jail not to mention h**l.

Answer 2

yes, chances are good that you'll get caught and if you get caught you will go to jail or worse. and if you think your life is bad now, what do you think it will be like in jail? pass the soap bubba....

better watch what your wearing when you get caught too, because you don't get a change of cloths for a few days if your lucky. one of the guys who works for me told me a about a conversation he had with his neighbor (about your age). got arrested while wearing only a set of pink sweat bottoms. got raped by the biggest african american buck in there the first night.

enought about jail,

dude sounds like you've pretty much let this experience dominate you and define your life. the only way for you to be happy is to move on, and let it go. you say you want to get even? would'nt you have to majorly lower yourself to be "even" with him? is that where you want to be? on the same level as him?

don't burn down your own house to get rid of the rats! you should find someone who can help you move past this. i'm sure if you think about it or start looking around you'll find that worse things have happened to other people and they have found ways to move on with their life.

best regards

Answer 3

If you kill your brother you will go to jail. If you had killed him in self-defense while he was hurting you, that's one thing. But what you propose is premeditated murder.

Apparently you are functioning enough to some up with a plan to kill your brother. I suggest you take that energy and funnel it back into yourself.

I suggest that you seek professional help. It sounds like you are still letting your brother control you.

Answer 4

Yea you definitely need help. Killing your brother or yourself is a bad idea. There are plenty of hotlines you can call where you can just talk to someone about your problems. Look for them in your local yellow pages.  

Answer 5

You need help.

Go check yourself into mental health facility.

Answer 6

Maybe you should look for a psychiatrist to help you with your problems. Don't kill your brother or yourself... bad idea :\

Answer 7

It's understandable that you are feeling a large amount of resentment for your brother and have been for a long period of time.

But there are unforseen consequences that will haunt you IN MANY A FASHION, if you do in fact... murder him. So I would consider finding an alternative solution, which does not include, murdering yourself and destroying a future that I gaurantee you will have no matter what.

My Greatest Advice to you is: Dont fall to your own emotions, and especially dont let the past build walls surrounding your existance, and your future.

Answer 8

you'll go to prison for a long time, but your brother will be dead if that's any consolation.

If I were you, instead of killing him, I'd file a lawsuit against him and see if you can get some sort of financial compensation for what you've been through.  

It's a bit** what you had to go through, but many victims of childhood abuse are able to work through their issues and enjoy life.  It won't be easy, but I believe you too can get to a place where you actually enjoy your life, but to get there I'm pretty sure you'll have to forgive your brother and "accept" whatever limitations there are on you and then move forward from there.

Good luck.

  

Answer 9

if you commit murder you will be treated as any murder is, what he did to you in the past is irrelevant.  right now you are the victim and he is the criminal, killing him would reverse that.  instead, you should press charges against him for what he did to you, and hopefully he will end up behind bars instead of you.