What would b a good song/s?
Here is the thing, I have joint custody of my daughter. I have her the whole summer and not just the normal 6 weeks. She leaves tomorrow cause schools starts in a week here and she has to spend a week with her dad before school starts. My daughter is the love of my life, my best friend, and soul mate. She is 10 yrs old. I have been working so much this summer roofing that I haven't gotten to spend the normal quality time with her. We have a wonderful bond but I'm still feeling bad. She says she understands but I guess it's me that feels I've let her down. I cry as I write this cause I hurt so bad inside. I need some songs that can express how much of an angel she is to me, how sorry I am for how our time was spent together this summer, songs about how things will get better. Just simple songs about how much I love her. Please list as many song/s as you want as I want to make her a CD so she can listen to it when she is at her dads. I have access to download anything.
One more question...Is it normal for a parent to fear everyday that they are going to lose their child to death. I fear this everyday that I am going to lose her. My world would crumble. Is this just proof of how much love you have for someone? I was only able to have one child in which god bless me with her. She is my miracle baby.
So please everyone, if you could just pitch in one song. My daughter could really use it too cause she hates it at her dads. NO he isn't abusive to her, she just isn't as close to her dad. My daughter and I have a bond that is unbreakable. She may only b 10 but we have already had talks about s*x, drugs, strangers, and 911 cause I want her to know that she never has to b afraid to talk to me. Yes I still see my daughter every weekend during the school year but it's still hard going from having her everyday to waiting 5 days in between visits. The custody battle is a long story so I won't get into that. Lets just say her dad makes over $100.000 a year and paid someone off. My attorney was sure of it and is still digging for the proof. Anyway, I won't get into that cause I don't want to put her dad down cause he is a good guy.
Here are a few paragraphs of a poem I wrote about her about a year ago.
Today the wind blows
Like a river stream
I can not feel it though
Cause I am numb to the knee
Her bedtime stories
Now so few
We will still make the best
Of our memories to make new
Like a cocoon
She is wrapped around me
When life gets her down
It will be me she will see
As a butterfly
Her wings will spread wide
As her mother
I will always be by her side
Like a image from above
A shine will always show
Around her sinless body
For mommy’s eyes to glow
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