Well last week as some of u may know i made a horrible and selfish decision and toke 50 pills, and now i actually relise i need to stop doing this,but i said that last time and i done it again.
But what im getting at is that im going to my social worker person thing lol on friday, and im going to tell her everything about what i see and hear in my head and about my selfish attempt of suicuide, what do you think she will do, because im scared in a way of what she will do i mean i know what ever happens it will be for the best but i just wanna prepare myself for it.
She already knows about the last 2 times i was stupid and tried to kill myself which i told her i wouldnt do it again but i have.
But i havent told her about the things i see and hear in my head which i see bugs and hear a person in my head always putting me down and calling me names, and now its just someone talking in rewind.and i havent told her this and about last weeks attempt so what do u think she will do when i tell her?and no one needs to tell me how horrible, dum and selfish i was because i know that which ive actaully woken up for a change.
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