I'm 14, and my mom has this sorta "yin-yang" type of personality. When shes nice it'll be only for like 2 seconds and then she'll become this arrogant, rude, hypocritical monster. She says I never talk to her and I'm always locked in my room. Which is true, but it's only because of her flare ups. And anyways, she's 58 years old and I'm 14 so I can't really do anything I'd like to do with her or even relate to her at all. We're like opposites. When we do go out she starts yelling at me and saying that "Why can't you just stay home for once?" I don't get this. We were at therapy for unrelated reasons and the therapist told me when mom left the room that he thought she might be a little crazy.
My father [who's with another woman] told me he that she over reacts when things don't go her way. So I'm not alone with this. My nephew thinks the same and wishes I didn't live with my mom, but with him and my sis, who's 36.
But whats been bugging me is that around the age of nine my mom tried to stab me, and another time she tried to drown me.
I've told multiple therapist and even a policeman. [Don't ask] They all pushed it aside like it was nothing. I was expecting a "OMG WE'RE TAKING YOU AWAY FROM HER RIGHT NOW!" response. But no. Even one of them said "Well, lets just put this all behind us..."
etc, etc.
Getting to the point, what would you do if you were in my shoes?
I've been thinking, and I want to just live through the 4 years I have left until I'm 18 and get the h**l away from her. But a lot can happen in 4 years, so I'm still not sure..
and if I were to call some kind of children services, would they automatically give me to my father or could I chose to live with someone in my family who is 18 or over? My sister preferably. She is very financially stable, and I mean very. Is it possible?
Thanks.
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