I was really good mates with these two girls and everything seemed to be going fine after a year. But after that they started getting a bit off with me and started hanging out with other people, they practically ignored me and I had to keep running after them. So I started hanging out with other people too, then one of them came and talked to me one day claiming I had been telling the people I was hanging out with that they ditched me (which is what they actually did but I didn't say that to anyone), so I said that was probably what it looked like. They said that I should have told them I was feeling that way.I said that I trued but they were too busy with their new friends, I felt like i was just being thrown out. They said fine and walked away. Now anyone who is their friend gives me funny looks around school an people keep coming up to me saying I should say sorry to them. I don't know what to do. Luckily now school has finished, and I'm moving school but I'm finding it hard to let go. They were such good friends before. When I said I was leaving (because I was moving house) they put together a collage of all the good times and pictures we took. I don't get it, one minute they hate me and now I think they only did it because I was leaving. When I had fallen out with them, this happened and I hated them even more: I share a cooking class with one of them and we're partners but in the middle of the lesson she had to go to her instument lesson. She left all the washing up and cleaning to me but it was ok because she had to go. Then she came back at the end of the lesson and said 'My violin lesson was cancelled so I just walked around school for a bit' (teachers did not hear) then went 'oh you finished all the washing up, I was going to help you!'. But somehow I go to my room to rip away the pictures, or to delete pictures on Bebo, Facebook and my space and I can't do it. I can't delete the pictures of us on my phone nor their phone numbers. Even though they were in the end really nasty to me.
Sorry it's a bit long!
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