Whats do you think will happen?

Question

Well like my last question i asked, is that I'm seeing my social worker for mental health thing on friday. and i've decided to tell her everything this time or other wise she cant help me and neither can my psychiatrist or well when she wants to anyway,cause i've only seen her once then she decides she ain't working at the place no more so i have to wait again just to get someone else, anyway!

So as i was saying I'm going to tell the social worker thing everything so I'm not bottling it up like i always am, but i know that's not good because no one can help me so I'm defiantly going to tell her on friday ,because i've had enough!

Well i just want to know what might happen, because i haven't told her or my psychiatrist about what i hear which is a voice that tries to controlls me by putting me down and calling me names,but now its just a deep voice in rewind which that's weird.

Also what i see which are bugs, i see them all on my wall and everything, one minute they are crawling everywhere the next its just a plain boring wall and nothing is there, this happens like every 5 minutes, i mean i've had to put up with this and paranoia for about 5 months now and i mean its getting really worse as i dont do anything about it, i wonder what will happen if i tell my social worker this and also tell her about my selfish dum suicide attempt. which she knows i've tried twice before so if i tell her this what would happen?

If it really does come to the worst going to a mental hospital or what ever you like to call it.How long do you think i would be in there for.

Or what other things could she do, do you think?

I mean always like when i first try to kill myself i said im not going to do it again. what do i do, i go and do it again, i said the same again and i've done it once more time and thats it. i want to be able to control myself and not someone else in my head as well.but whats worst at the time i feel like its all real and then when everything stops i think no this isnt normal, im going mad!

Im 15 years old girl from the UK

The reason i see a phychiatrist and that is because of depression but they havent told me if i've actaully got any mental illnesses because of the my old phychiatrist that isnt working at the place anymore.

hope that information helped sorry for esay but im going even more mad thinking about whats going to happen, and i just want to prepare myself.

Answer 1

i dunno. im sorry.

just realise that evaryone is crazy thay just show it in different ways.

you are who you are. accept yourself and love yourself and it'll be easier. let yourself change but don't fight yourself and try to force it.

Answer 2

Firstly they will sit you down for a chat.  Then let them know that you have been hearing voices that try to take over your thoughts.  Also let them know that you are seeing bugs everywhere, give examples of the paranoia that you have suffered for 5 months and your suicide attempt.

Most likely the psychiatrist will make an assessment and give you medication for the problems so that you can get back to a normal life.  Whatever medication they give you, look up the side-effects so that if these appear you can go back to the doctor and let them know that you are having whatever side effects.

You will not be put into a mental asylum unless you are a danger to yourself or others.

Answer 3

Sounds like schizophrenia to me. they'll probably just put you on meds.