Whats wrong with me? Why am I feeling like this?

Question

Ok when I lay down to sleep at night I cant because I get really anxious and nervous and worried and panicky and sort of hopeless. I dont know why, it only startted happening two days ago, Im not going into a hard year in school , there is nothing bad going on socially but Im scared that il be stuck in Ireland for the rest of my life. I hate where I am/live its so shallow and close minded as is Dublin. Ive only my dad and im scared I wont have the guts to move to America by myself when I turn 18 and il flop and wont be sucsessful and I want to make the best of this life but I hate the European way of life, it is so close minded and limited, but I have no talent I dont want to do anything acedemic even though im really clever academically but I just dont have any interest at all. Ive never felt like this before , I hate the shallowness of life and the people I am surrounded by. Ive only one life and I am scared of ******* it up so bad, I just feel as if there is even a point in going on , if I am going to mess it all up why bother? This horrible feeling I get is so awful , worse then sadness anger or fear, I dont know what to do.

Answer 1

i used to live in europe and when i was 19 i packed my stuff and left. you can always find a job as a waitress or go to school there, if your parents have $. you are 15 and feel your world is too small, but once you finish school and are legally an adult, you can do anything you dream of! i moved to L.A. with 20 , lived in a motel for a week, got a job under the table and later found a roomate, we moved into an appartment, found a man, married and i live in denver now..... and all i wanna do is move back to europe ;-))) .. that's how life goes! take your time, you will move to the USA one day, that i'm sure of! if i were you, i would write down different paths of what you want to be there and how you see your life until it really happens! good luck :-)  

Answer 2

This is anxiety! It is your thoughts that are scarying you, and it is your thoughts that are making you afraid, sad, and worried. Stop it... And this is how you do it...

You know what you want and that is a good thing! But instead of letting it make you feel all these negative feeling, let it motivate you.

Live in the Preceous Present moment, take a deep breath and tell yourself, I am so thankful that I am able to think, plan and prepare for my tomorrows. I do not have to be afraid. I will make my dreams come true by being positive, and using this energy to accomplish what I want instead of being afaid.

This is how to deal with worry... Divide your worries into 2 catagories. Thisgs you can change and things you cannot change.

The things you can not change forget about... Like what you are going to feel like in 2 years. you want feel that way once you start preparing, and makeing a way for things to happen, you will be full of confidence.

The things you can change, take actions, starting working on some things, preparing for your goals.

We are our thoughts, we feel the way we think.

Instead of saying how bad you hate in there, say I am prepareing for a new life, a positive life. I am can do it.

All this anxiety you feel imagine what will happen once you but it all into a positive force toward your goal.

plan for your future but don't live in it, prepare for it!

I know you can do this...

Don't predict what is going to happen, instead of saying I'll flop, say I am looking into moving, I am prepareing. Look up a place to settle in America., where you would like to live. Think about what kind of job you want. Start saving money, get a part time job when you are old enough... Invision a beautiful life... You are you own safe person... use every tool you can think of, get excited... Use the internet...

Smile at life and it will smile back!

Answer 3

i'm about to turn 18 I'm movig to another country by myself too. America is also close minded.it sux. buh bye. and calm down lols.