I go through so much daily h**l, & people bully & abuse me in all sorts of ways because I'm different. I don't have to do anything, & someone would punch me for no reason or ask me, "Are you retarded?"
I suffer OCD, Tourette's, anxiety, & depression, & I see a psychiatrist & a counselor. I had 2 strokes @ age 5. People say I look throwed off & slow. Throwed off means you have some screws missing in your brain.
I'm 25 & have a college degree, & people treat me like I'm too stupid to know left from right.
& when I try to turn to family, peers, online support groups, authoritative figures, like the cops, etc. about the abuse I receive, they always blame ME & say that I provoke people. I stay to myself, & people choose ME to pick on, for NO reason. & no, I'm not delusional or paranoid, so don't try to diagnose me. This is factual.
I hate that no one cares about what I'm going through. My own family wants me dead. They abuse me, themselves.
I hate when they blame me & say "maybe" there's something I did. & try to make me feel false guilt. I'm tired of people treating me dirty & getting rewarded for it! It drives me to INSANITY to be blamed. & people think I'm an attention-seeker, trying to play the victim to get people to feel sorry for me. What reason do I need attention when I'm 25 & a loner?
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