Whenever i see them happy, i want to hurt myself?

Question

in the past, i used to cut myself all the time. i know its really stupid, but now im finding it really hard to stop.

and there are these people, and i really hate them, but there is no way for me to stay away from them because i have to see them all the time. but whenever i see them happy, i get this undesirable urge to hurt myself, and i don't understand why. i realise that makes me sound kind of screwed up but i can't help it.

what should i do about it? can i make it stop?

Answer 1

You need help,medication and a change of lifestyle.

what ever you are doing that makes you fill that way needs to stop at once.

change friends,change schools change your looks,change your cell phone number and my space accounts EVERYTHING !!!  

"what ever you need to do"!

you are not clear on why you fill this way,but it can be taken as an attempted suicide by the wrong authority's.

do you fill that you need to be locked up for this behavior of yours ?

i would start by wiping the slate clean and changing EVERYTHING,

ONCE THE POLICE PICK YOU UP FOR THIS,

you will be listed FOREVER as suicidal and that is now public record.

you are holding back and i would love to help you further.

talk about it honey,it really helps.

Answer 2

Stay away from everything/everyone you hate. Ignore them. Let positive thoughts conquer your mind. Stay happy. Stay away from all this !  

Answer 3

Such is the life of an EMO.

Answer 4

that is crazy! you need to get serious help and find out what is wrong ! nobody on this help something that serious ! you dont deserve to hurt herself you are special and unquie and beatiful you DONT deserve this! god loves you think about that!

Answer 5

well at first i thought you are screwed up. but like you said it's not your fault you can't help it.is there anyway you can minimise seeing them?

Answer 6

yes you can stop go tell your friends go to church go find any help for yourself be live me i know your hurting but you are really beautiful i know God made you smile it looks good on you so get help any were you can take care from bon bon bunny