This is not something that gives me positive feelings; in fact, it's downright irritating and has begun to cause relationship problems for me. I've had countless experiences from about age eleven that I guess one would label paranormal. I'm now 47. Over the years I've had precognitions of events right before they occur, problems with watches and other electrical/electromagnetic devices, objects flying off counters and shelves around me, feeling invisible people and animals (cats) sitting or walking around on my bed, knowing exactly how to get around a town I've never been to, sensing things such as undiagnosed, malignant tumors and other illnesses just by being close to someone, etc. Lately, it's gotten to where I can't even enjoy a new show or movie because I know exactly what's going to happen or be said. It's hard to have conversation with people because I not only know what they'll say, but what they're NOT saying, and I sense lies, ulterior motives and roots of insecurity instantly without being told or having background knowledge. Obviously, people don't like this very much, and I've been told more than once, "Get out of my head!" I told one friend (suddenly blurted it out, actually) that I sensed "something bad in [her] head." I literally recoiled from her, it hit me so hard. When she found out two months later she had cancer there, she actually blamed me for giving it to her somehow! On two occasions, I believe my life has been negatively impacted by wearing found jewelry belonging to deceased persons I didn't know. I don't really feel psychic, just sensitive and intuitive enough to be uncomfortable much of the time. How do I handle this? Are there things that can help me either squelch what I have, or develop it more fully so as to be a positive force in my life?
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