This guy I'm seeing, he's going through major depression, thoughts of suicide and bascially I am the only person who has stuck by him (and says I'm the only person, out of all his long term girlfriends that he's been able to totally open up to), so he goes through phases of "I don't know why you're here but thank God you are and you're the only person I want by my side through this" to "I need to try and sort this out on my own and you deserve better and will find someone better than me which will hurt but I just want you to be happy" and says we're "just mates" although alot of the time it feels like more than that. I realise he's depressed and unstable, but which part of him do I listen to - the one that wants me around or the one that doesn't?
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