.... this is my true story:
When I was still young, I had a childhood friend. Who is a cousin of my classmate. He is James. He is good looking and smart. He was my first crush. His family and my family are closed friends because my dad and his mom both worked in the hospital. But then, when I was kinder 2, he left me, and went to Canada. Since then, I had no news about him.
Many years pass, I live without any interruptions. Probably, I could say that I've forgotten him for this years. When I reached grade five, our class had a transferee. This transferee was Mark. He is a white- skinned man, moderate student- sometimes belongs to the honors but sometimes he doesn't- but indeed, a very very kind and gentleman. He became my second crush, because we was so gentleman to me and to all of my classmates. He was my crush until grade six. But then, unexpectedly, when I reached grade six, another transferee came into my life, and he is David. I was the level governor that time. For the first time, we held an acquaintance party for the new students. Moreover, we have to dance with the new students in the school. When we practiced, I saw that David has skills in dancing! That skill called my attention. Thus, making him my third crush. When we reached 1st year, i became more affectionate. David asked me through text if we can be text mates.. of course i approved because that time, he was still my crush. We never talked to each other at school. take note of the word NEVER, really, really, really, NEVER... Then, he asked me if he could suit me ( manligaw ). I permitted him, BUT he never took the chance to start it.. I waited for so long, but he didn't started suiting me. Since then, I started to forget him.
Now that i am second year, things get more complicated. First, The cousin of James who is my classmate told me that he had communication with James. And that James told him that he wanted to keep in touch/ communicate with me. His cousin asks me if I want to get his e mail address. I could not answer. Because I do not know how, what and when to answer. I thought twice because, once I had communication with James again.. I do not know what to say anymore. Second, David asked me again if he can suit me..but the NEVER was still not broken. He wasn't the one who told me but my classmate. But i was sure that the words are from him and just commanded my classmate to tell it to me...According to my classmate, David told her that he was really serious about me, he was really faithful to me. Still, I did not answer. Because I don't know how, what and when to answer. I thought twice because i don't know what my reaction would be. Will I be happy, sad, surprised or disappointed?! I don't really know my feelings about him right now. and Lastly, Third, the closest guy to me right now is Mark. We always talk with each other, and he always smiles at me. He did many sweet things to me in a mysterious way... Just this week, I was sick, but still pursue to go to school. Then he told me as exactly as this " umuwi ka na jane, maglala ba yan sakit mo" I was really touched when he told me that. When I was going home he told me " Ingat ha! baka madapa ka!" I knew what he meant. He'd just put it into a joke but would actually like to tell me na mag-ingat ako pauwi. Furthermore, Mark is my ideal kuya. It is because I have no kuya. He tells me many jokes which made me laugh and smile. When my portfolio was lost, he was the only one who helped me find it. And he found it! Recently and unexpectedly, I found ALL the traits I've been looking for a man in him! Lastly, he is my ideal man but I'm not sure if he likes me because I've heard the gossips telling that he has a crush on one of my close friends!
------ now, BASE IT ON YOUR OPINIONS, who is the best man for me and why?
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