Who HATES Their Ascendent/Rising Sign??

Question

DISCLAIMER: If you have no interest in astrology, please - kindly eff off and bribe someone into being your friend. kthx.

I have the *worst* ascendent to have - Pisces. It's too soft, dumb & emotional. Oh, sure they're compassionate, artistic, blah blah... but those are good traits to have if you want someone ELSE to accomplish something and be the best - NOT if *you* want to be a true success. Any water sign (except Scorpio) ascendant SUCKS, b/c face it, the world's not built for sensitive, wishy washy people. Unless you want to spend your life barefoot & pregnant in the kitchen, it's not the way to be. And Pisces is even worse than Cancer.

I realize I sound irrational & loony, but I get sick of failing to convey ideas clearly to people & I blame my ascendant. I'm a Libra Sun & Sagittarius Moon, so I point the finger at the phucking fish. LOL

I'm not totally sure of my birth time, I *do* know that I'm born within the range of time dictated by either Aquarius, Pisces or Aries. I get a little tongue-tied sometimes, & I have green eyes, so I'm obviously a Pisces.

So, anyone else HATE one of their signs?? And excuse my hysterical tone - I do tend to overexaggerate when I'm irritated. :-P

PS: Is there anyway I can de-activate the effect of my ascendant & act more like my sun or moon?? Thanks.

Answer 1

I have Leo Ascendant according to Western standards, but Cancer Ascendant if you go by Indian Astrology.  I really fit the Cancer Ascendant because I am overly sensitive.  I also have Virgo Sun and Taurus Moon (Aries Moon in Indian Astrology).

 As a child, being very sensitive caused me to withdraw and feel like I didn't belong. Everything affected me greatly.  I remember a few kids in middle school who were so mean to me, I used to cry myself to sleep every night.  Nobody ever knew how unhappy I was because I never showed emotion.  I would just wait until I was alone to cry my eyes out. 

After learning about Astrology, I realized my Cancer rising made me more susceptible to being bullied.  I allowed the same people to be cruel to me for years and then I finally got fed up and went crazy on them.  This one particular boy name Nicholas always used to talk about my teeth.  One time on the way to lunch, he said something and I just turned around and hit him in his face without even thinking.  I broke his glasses.  He didn't expect that because I usually pretended to ignore them.  He had the nerve to yell out in pain.  I told him in front of everybody that he and his friends had made me cry every single night since 6th grade so I didn't care if I'd hurt him.   After that, they started being nice to me.  It was too late.  They had ruined my middle school experience.  Now, I have a child  and she has Capricorn rising, which is the opposite.  I don't think she'll be as weak as I was.