it sucks ***!! no seriously when i was small kid even then i never was too excited about growing up idea but now when i'm actually growing up i know it the best..
when u grow up u don't believe in wonders anymore well becoz they never happen anywayz duh >_< not even to mention santa claus well i force myself to believe in him anywayz it's somehow too painful to not believe in him but yeah i guess that sounds pathetic ><
also all that boring stuff that everyone is pushing u to do and understand, yaknow billz, economy, politics, well all the stuff u can find in news, not that i'm dumb and don't get all that but i just hate ppl presure when they are like forcing u to grow up, and get serious like adult, i'm serious person n everything but i'm not going to be adult and wear all that junk (sorry adults) talk in correct clean language be all so responsible and reasonable and allways keep your room clean etc etc
stupid grandma- stop watching those cartoons for small kids and better do something more important like wash dishes or go do your homeworkz
me- WTF ANIME is not for small kidz it's ART damnit and i'll do what i want damnit and dishes ARE NOT ******* important
and i didn't want to yell at my grandma but i couldn't do else, y she had to p**s me off in a first place ><
also nothing really excites anymore, everything seems such a routine & nonsense, i'm afraid when i'll find job it will be even more boring, less or more same tasks every day almost whole day, no art or fun anymore no nuthin, just all that serious stuff, and i'm not lazy or anything but it seems like wasting your brain unless u do something what u reaaly like or exciting, well i dunno nothing seems appealing about living anymore to me...
p.s-oh also also marrige and having kids is soo not my goal, it seems so boring for me and kind of even wrong since coz i'm how to say so much not like parent looking, i mean i'm kid myself yet x) so i dunno i just want i could like peter pan (yeah yeah i know there's syndrome like that too but whatev) fly to neverland and stay there, dumbass wendy chose to grow old and have husband, kidz blah blah dumbass should have go to neverland n live happily n have fun foreva haha
YEAH I KNOW THAT'S RANT AND MESSY AND MAYBE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE SENSE AND I DUNNO WHAT EXACTLY MY QUESTION IS EITHER, JUST FEEL FREE TO ADD WHAT ELSE DO U THINK SUCKS ABOUT GROWING UP OR WHAT YOUR THOUGHTS ON THIS IS and that's it, that's k if i don't get answers at all too, just had to write this down somewhere sigh..
p.p.s-and lol dunno y but yahoo offered to choose man's health category for this question x)
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