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Why. Why is this happening. Why is Shaytan bringing me now.?

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I have committed some sins on-and-of at a very young age which I shouldn't have and whenever I committed the sin 4-5 minutes later I would realize that I am doing something really wrong so i would be boiling up in my head bang my head against the wall make blood come out my hands sometimes and then try my best to stay away from it but Shaytan is bringing me back to that sin. It's like he is the one controlling my life even though I should be the one taking over him and not letting him to convince me to make that sin over and over again. I have felt like not living anymore but then I would always remember that we cannot let shaytan bring us down. But then again I would commit that sin. Mashallah, for a while like almost a year everything was fine but then it started again. Is this because I'm very close to becoming Hafiz of Allah? I only had 8-7 paras/chapters left. I need everyone help especially the help of the ones older than me who have been through this before. I just committed that sin [astakhfiruallah], I realized later on and now I am taking action. This has got to stop. I have got to take over Shaytan. I almost broke down right now, my body is so warm. Please, help me.

Jazakallah.

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  1. only u can help urself by controlling your desires  


  2. Salamz, I'm not old or experienced but i can put forth my thoughts. First of all..calm down. We all commit wrongs. But feeling guilty bout it is truly god s gift coz He wants us to repent and seek forgiveness and when we do whole heartedly its accepted. Devil will be doing his job dutifully but when our iman is strong we can fight it off.

    Devil is very experienced in finding human s weak point coz he too once religious. Being nearer to God makes us vulnerable for devil to play tricks on us so we deviate frm the path and blame god for the hardship despite following the true path.

    Remember how much prophets go thru..ours is nothing. U hurting urself as part of regret is absolutely wrong and u have to stop it right away. God hate ppl who hurt themselves. Instead the moment u realize u did wrong plz sit quietly for a moment and ask urself why ru committing this act which is bringing shame and regret. Thers an answer. Coz we r weak. So plz bring urself closer to god. Seek protection frm evil. Pray tahajjud. Fast.

    Really gud tht ur gonna khatam quran and be hafiz but tht is not all tht god wants. A person is not judged by this. Be muslim frm within. Control ur words and actions. Tht is essential more than anything. Never let the devil penetrate ur mind and heart. Fight it by being strong and keep saying astaghfirullah al azeem...tell god ur so vulnerable so protect me o god. Recite surah kursi often. Meditate to calm ur thinking.

    U CAN DO IT. Nothing to worry. Just dont repeat the same action again. Take an oath u ll not repeat.  

  3. mashallah you sound like a strong person,

    you really sound like your not letting the shaytan bring you down, but i will pray and make dua for you, inshallah.

    salaam

  4. Your head is in the right place...the fight is just a tough one for us all! One thing to always remember...never miss your PRAYERS...and always ask Allah and he will answer. Always worked for me!

  5. Mashallah it's good that you feel strong about it. Just remember we are greater than shaytan, don't let him bring you down, just pray hard and repent for your sins and Allah will help you through, We inshallah will do dua for you too.

    Mashallah that you are fighting the devil, but remember, hurting yourself and making yourself bleed like that is haram too. you shouldn't harm yourself.

    Stay strong, because You and Allah are MUCH greater than the shaytan.

    Fi'aman Allah..x

  6. Listen to "Jihad of the Nafs" by Native Deen, that's an awesome song relating to your situation. =]

    What you're facing now is a test from Allah.

    A trial.

    And you must keep in mind that once you overcome this trial, by Allah's Will, you will be so much stronger than you were before.

    This trial is like a tool to strengthen your iman and taqwa. InshaAllah.

    Whenever you are about to commit the sin, stop. Take a deep breath. Repeat in your head "La Ilaha Il Allah".

    "La Ilaha Il Allah".

    "La Ilaha Il Allah".

    "La Ilaha Il Allah".

    And ponder upon what "La Ilaha Il Allah" means.

    No god but Allah.

    Nothing worthy of worship.

    Nothing worthy of devotion.

    Nothing worthy of giving into, but ALLAH Subhanu.

    Control yourself.

    And think, is this worth it?

    Before you do anything think, would this be in the pleasure of Allah?

    Listen to some lectures on this subject.

    Google some on MP3 and listen to them.

    There are a lot of good ones here from plenty of knowledgable scholars, MashaAllah.

    http://www.aswatalislam.net/CategorySele...

    And keep in mind that if you overcome doing it once, the next time you will be even stronger.

    Sometimes what you're feeling can be of great help to your iman.

    May Allah strengthen you and guide you Brother.

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  7. dont stop repenting bro , we all sin , and allah is merciful ..

    i mean i cant advise u about something that will garantee u , that u wouldnt do it again..

    but all i can say never lose faith in allah that allah would always accept ur tawba..

    always love& peace ..

  8. No one is bringing you down but yourself, dont blame Shaytan, the poor guy is innocent !i

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