Why am I so sad especially at night?

Question

What's wrong with me?

I wanna finish college so quickly! I can't stand it. Every time someone tries to get close to me I push them away. Then regret it , spend my time trying to fix it then when it's finally fixed, I push them away again!

I like to spend time on my own 'cause I feel like no one gets me.

I worry over the tiniest things.

I create problems out of no where.

At night, I like to spend time on my own just crying for an hour!

Can't enjoy my summer vacation 'cause I am always worrying about everything!

I haven't even turned 20 yet and I sometimes think if I should get married and get it over with (like my problems would suddenly melt away or something )

I feel like time's slipping away and I can't do anything about it.

All my life I have been like that and I am not able to change it.

Answer 1

maybe you have a chemical imbalance...i think i do because i feel weird alot..i don't know what's wrong with me...and i don't think its just hormones because i've been like this before puberty

Answer 2

You are most probably more sad at night time because during the day there are more things to occupy ones mind.