Without explaining my life story, divorce and negativity has surrounded me my entire life. Everything good has been taken away, even my best friend died from cancer at 14. I have been noticing a change in the way I handle stress and I can't stop taking it out on others. I get so so angry that I scream, swear up a storm, my heart starts racing, and I forget what I am doing. I can never seem to just chill out. I have gotten into some physical confrontations with my best guy friend because of this, too. I don't want to live like this, where do I turn for help and does anyone else get like this? Could it be because I was exposed to violence in my home as a child? Is there anyway I can get over this WITHOUT medication? Any advice is greatly appreciated.
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