It was my friend's birthday today, she invited some of her friends from dance class, cousins and boyfriend. I only knew her and her boyfriend, when I arrived at her house i was introduced to everyone and i was very quiet through out the day, everyone was playing basketball and messing about with each other while i was the quiet girl that didn't bother to say a word. One of the girls that were there asked me ''Why are you so quiet?'' ''It is scary.'' I never actually thought that i was extremely quiet, i laughed at some of their jokes even though some wernt even funny, I even tried to make a conversation with some of the other girls but i couldn't think of anything and kept saying '' I forgot your name, what is it again?'' My friend and one of the girls were whispering quite alot and the only thing that kept running through my mind was ''Are they talking about me''
I used to think that i was the talkative type but i have realised that when i am around new people i tend to shut up and behave shy.
What is wrong with me?
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